I seriously have so much to write about but I just really don't have the time so I'm going to try to type out the most important things.
Today was the first day of Lent. I am abstaining from listening to any, for lack of a better word, 'secular' music. I don't have much music on CDs here at the PH except for Christian but for the past year or so I've just realized that a lot of time is wasted in my car listening to, ultimately music that really isn't that good for me. When all you listen to is sex then most likely that's what you're going to think about, and don't try to convince me otherwise. Let's be honest with one another. Anyways, I decided that if I take away everything except Christian music and the one channel that I have of Christian pastors and speakers then I will either end up listening to some good, up-lifting, thought-provoking songs and speakers or I will end up turning it off and actually spending some time in conversation with my Dad. It's ridiculous but I honestly cannot tell you of a time lately that I got into my car and didn't turn on the radio. I really do believe that my generation must be stimulated in one way or another almost 24/7, ridiculous. I've already found myself, on the first day! going to turn the channel during a song I didn't know or a commercial, none of that for at least 40 days!
Oh yea, I weighed in yesterday.
Starting weight: 240.1
weigh-in on 2/23/09: 235.2
weight loss of: -4.9 lbs
Next weigh-in: Monday, March 16th
I am a little disappointed. It's hard when you know exactly why you only lost 4.9 lbs; like all the times I ate dessert, several times a week, all the times I said I'd ride my bike and didn't, the second servings at dinner, etc. So, for the next 3 weeks I am going to really try to only eat dessert once a week and that will be at the PH meetings, plus no grabbing a bite of chocolate or cookie while at ESA or the PCC. It's healthy to lose about 2 lbs a week which should be 6 lbs in 3 weeks so that's my goal for the 16th!! I CAN DO THIS!
Okay, I have more to say but I need to be studying right now.
Blessings y'all.
